earn your love

all my lifei've been trying to earn your love,clambering away in denial, or perhapsdesperation - how is it that loveis being sought? lovethat should be bestowed unconditionally what the hell islove supposed to feellike - everything i touchcrumbles. self sabotage at the best, mistaking poision for love, and love for poision. and now my angeris …

unspoken words

i wish that people would pay attention to the unspoken words. hearts bleed out in sorrow, and poison laces every pretty lie we tell. smile with your eyes, don't falter your step, appear confident; if all that fails, pass the cynicism off as your wicked sense of humour. you're a performer. this is the real …

the world’s at a standstill

The world's at a standstillBecause we didn't know howTo douse the fury captured inOur hearts with love;Instead, fury twisted intoUglier strands ofBitterness, resentment,Violence, Judgement -All the things pandora's boxTried to protect us from. But in the end,We failed to useOur intellect and graspOf emotions to createA better world.The rich escaped the pangsOf pain that money …

Ode to Unbeautiful Things

Let's just be honestIt isn't pretty to talk aboutThe pain that crafted our futureNor got us to our present destination;It's considered ugly to grow up inPoverty, run down areas andSurrounded by wall fours thatTrapped toxicity instead of love. It wrenches your heart if we grow upBasic, without the luxury of designerAnd knowing what it's like …

I’m scared

i think committmentscares me when i thinkabout it for too long;and i'm not talking aboutloyalty or always choosingthem over the temptation.i'm not talking exclusively about love or lust, but rather the committment tolast whether as friends, loversor some kind of meaningful yetdistant bond. how can someone thatstruggles to stay committedto themselves not be scaredof latching …

i hope you get used to the silence

a couple of drunken missed calls and a voicemaillater you've got mein your clutches again;you took away timethat i'll never get back,and now you're blaming me for being alone,void of companionshipand affection. i wish that someone had told me that it's not a sin to discard peoplewho wreak havocand play with your life as if …

that’s hilarious

you took away three yearsand threw it away like it was nothing;guess you finally turned into someoneyou promised you'd never be - that's hilarious. except i'm laughingto keep the tears at bayand to forget the sting of betrayal;look at the way our worldhas eclipsed,you now block out the light and leave me in darkness. and …

A Loan about to Expire

I thought we'd lastForeverBut I see now that we won't. I gave you my friendshipTo lastBut now it feels like a loanThat's about to expire.It hurts a little more than It should Because this is something thatOnly I know.You're so wrapped up In your own thoughts andPerceptions that I doubt you'veRealised that time is running …

Get to Know Kiya

Hello! I think the last time I sat down and allowed my readers to get to know me was when I was seventeen...and now I'm twenty three. It's crazy to think that I first started blogging on WordPress almost eight years ago! And here we are, still loyal to this blog. I definitely took extremely …

The Day you killed us Both

Growing up with youBut without you Made me learn the wayPeople con and commit Emotional fraud. You were never there,You never knew me,Or cared enough to Protect me. Instead you betrayed meIn the worst way possible;You taught me that the Wicked hide amongst usIn this world,That no one can beTrusted. I can't sayThat I miss …