and i’ve decided

this poem was inspired by one of jeremy zucker's song called 'i'm not your fucking friend.' this song really spoke to me, as do most of his songs. in particular the line 'darling watch me disappear, ignorance is bliss i hear, i have always been sincere to you' stood out to me. whilst/before reading this …

Dear Crush,

Dear Crush, You’re so confusing. Honestly. There are times when I feel at ease with you and speak my mind, and be myself and we have a laugh. Then there are moment when butterflies are all that squirm in my stomach. When I think I’m over you, I’m not. When I’m not supposed to be …

Dear Enemy,

Dear Enemy, We got off to a wrong start. A very wrong start. Maybe we weren’t meant to be friends. Maybe we’re polar opposites. Maybe it was a misunderstanding. Now we’ll never know. I thank you for providing entertainment. I grudge against you for deflating my ego. I’m amused at your reactions, grateful for you …

Dear Haters,

Dear Haters, Three words, one sentence is all I’ve got to say. Hater’s gonna hate. In real life, over the internet, all you haters are quick to judge without digging around to see the real us. You jump the point, miss the explanation and jam the critics down our throats.  Yeah, you crush us, but …

Dear Two Faced Friend,

Dear Two Faced Friend, I know I mean nothing to you; yet I still look out for your every whim. I know your phoney lies from the speakable truths; your fake smiles from the genuine bursts of peeling laughter. I know when you come to me for gossip, and when you come because you care. …