and suddenly

warning: this post can be triggering so please don’t read if you feel it may affect you. please put your well being first x the post today covers the theme of PTSD. and suddenly all at once i found myself struggling to function as i felt everything with such a raw intensity all at once …

before i went

warning: this post can be triggering so please don't read if you're going through a tough time; the post covers the theme of suicide. if you think this post is suitable for you to read, please play/listen to 'before you go' by lewis capaldi before reading. it really sets the mood; let the lyrics and …

because sometimes i get lonely

a thousand faces walking by may smile at me yet i feel no connection to those souls; i feel as if i'm an outsider to my own life, sitting here trying to find comfort in make believe worlds and trying to let the music fool me into thinking i'm surrounded by life. the news doesn't …