i am not the sinner

i am not the sinner yet i am made to feel as if even baptism won't cleanse my tainted soul or save me from hell. i do not pray to the gods for i do not seek redemption from the crimes of others; neither do i banish the demons that seem to live within me … Continue reading i am not the sinner

a fantasy that cannot exist

she adds another book to the shelf, and tries to erase the name off the spine - it's a chapter no one needs to relive yet the pages keep turning, keep writing themselves as she failed to end the novella with a fullstop and in doing so she committed herself to writing the sequels she … Continue reading a fantasy that cannot exist

guardian angel

she knows how to mend my heart without tape and glue and heal my wounds without stitches and thread; she knows how to guard my back without reaching for a knife and she knows how to shelter me from danger without buying me a house. she treats me without adorning me in silver and gold; … Continue reading guardian angel

demon child

i'm a demon child who has perfected leaving a trail of destruction where she dares to walk; my heart - it beats to the tears you spill; my veins surge with wrath and i happily remember to take another breathe because the spite in me wants to see the agony i cause with the fires … Continue reading demon child

do they?

mourning for a life you've only touched in dreams; weeping for a heart that flutters at the things we all take for granted; no one suspects no one knows no one sees you choking gasping being throttled by delusionary hands tightening their grip as you refuse to poison your soul with the medicine and therapy … Continue reading do they?

an ugly mask

it lives inside me and eats away at my soul yet i refuse to feed it and instead douse it in hope - that one day things will be different. i struggle to breathe without tasting bitterness and it takes a lot of rewiring to replace that anguish with dreams patched up with stitches of … Continue reading an ugly mask