a fantasy that cannot exist

she adds another book to the shelf, and tries to erase the name off the spine - it's a chapter no one needs to relive yet the pages keep turning, keep writing themselves as she failed to end the novella with a fullstop and in doing so she committed herself to writing the sequels she … Continue reading a fantasy that cannot exist

so i’m twenty i guess?

ello, i'm writing this post since i'm twenty now, or as my younger bro likes to remind me, two decades old *eyeroll* i thought i'd just ramble about things i want to accomplish and let you keep me accountable for it all. these are dreams i want to catch before i turn twenty one... career/education: … Continue reading so i’m twenty i guess?

lost forever

soundtrack: find what you're looking for - olivia o'brien please listen to the song in the background whilst reading the following this one's dedicated to all of you who have walked away from people with devastation in your heart. this one's dedicated to those of you who let someone go without realising what you were … Continue reading lost forever

guardian angel

she knows how to mend my heart without tape and glue and heal my wounds without stitches and thread; she knows how to guard my back without reaching for a knife and she knows how to shelter me from danger without buying me a house. she treats me without adorning me in silver and gold; … Continue reading guardian angel

demon child

i'm a demon child who has perfected leaving a trail of destruction where she dares to walk; my heart - it beats to the tears you spill; my veins surge with wrath and i happily remember to take another breathe because the spite in me wants to see the agony i cause with the fires … Continue reading demon child

do they?

mourning for a life you've only touched in dreams; weeping for a heart that flutters at the things we all take for granted; no one suspects no one knows no one sees you choking gasping being throttled by delusionary hands tightening their grip as you refuse to poison your soul with the medicine and therapy … Continue reading do they?