a fantasy that cannot exist

she adds another book to the shelf, and tries to erase the name off the spine - it's a chapter no one needs to relive yet the pages keep turning, keep writing themselves as she failed to end the novella with a fullstop and in doing so she committed herself to writing the sequels she …

so i’m twenty i guess?

ello, i'm writing this post since i'm twenty now, or as my younger bro likes to remind me, two decades old *eyeroll* i thought i'd just ramble about things i want to accomplish and let you keep me accountable for it all. these are dreams i want to catch before i turn twenty one... career/education: …

lost forever

soundtrack: find what you're looking for - olivia o'brien please listen to the song in the background whilst reading the following this one's dedicated to all of you who have walked away from people with devastation in your heart. this one's dedicated to those of you who let someone go without realising what you were …

dear diary

dear diary,   i've spilled ink over many different pages in my life, but i never thought i'd be the keeper of a diary that documents my every footstep without casting a shadow on my soul. you soak up my tears yet the page don't scab over. my hand may shake as i pour my …

grave after grave

Prompt: I didn't know what to do; I just knew it needed to stop. Grave after grave after grave. I got tired of burying my friends. The darkness weaves protectively around me as I stand in the woods. I'm here to bury the bodies, not to dig up distant memories. I never thought I'd be …

guardian angel

she knows how to mend my heart without tape and glue and heal my wounds without stitches and thread; she knows how to guard my back without reaching for a knife and she knows how to shelter me from danger without buying me a house. she treats me without adorning me in silver and gold; …

demon child

i'm a demon child who has perfected leaving a trail of destruction where she dares to walk; my heart - it beats to the tears you spill; my veins surge with wrath and i happily remember to take another breathe because the spite in me wants to see the agony i cause with the fires …

i promise

i promise to imprison my thoughts within me because heaven forbid your world mustn't be set on fire; i promise to choke my emotions until i'm doll-like and i promise to master the art of being your puppet. i'll learn to dance in the blood that pools around my heart and i am here to …

do they?

mourning for a life you've only touched in dreams; weeping for a heart that flutters at the things we all take for granted; no one suspects no one knows no one sees you choking gasping being throttled by delusionary hands tightening their grip as you refuse to poison your soul with the medicine and therapy …

poisoned minds

The environment we live in is toxic. It poisons our minds and kills our humanity. And that's why I'm addressing you, the people of toady, in the hopes you will nurture a safe haven for all to prosper in. We live in a society where we allow the media to dictate how we look, social …