To not care

To not care is one of the deadliest traits to possess. It is at this moment we become invincible, welding a dangerous dagger that's ready to slice anyone - including ourself. The ones that don't care tango with extreme highs and lows; we knock at death's door without knowing it because we've forgotten what it's … Continue reading To not care

Or so the story goes

New Year, New Me,Or so the story goes;I'm tired of waiting for the Perfect moment to Erase the slate and startAfresh. I'm meandering aimlessly,Wasting moments of livingBy just existing in some bleakMindset where I'm craving toReinvent myself.I scam myself of progress,I steal time away from self-growthAnd sabotage the presentWith alluring thoughts of Future me holding … Continue reading Or so the story goes

She’s got a mean smile

She's got a mean smile,Hidden behind the angelic Façade people used toEncounter on first introductionsBut the mask has dropped nowAnd one is greeted withCalculated coldness Combined with distrust stemmingFrom cynicism that you'd beDifferent from everyone elseWho pledged to never bailOn her like that - Ouch. She's fearless now,Made to feel invincible As she knows she's … Continue reading She’s got a mean smile

Once she emerges

A/N Please be advised the following POV can be triggering. Sometimes everything seems to be getting better but then, out of nowhere, the sickening heavy feeling takes over my body. It feels like I'm trying to steer my life from the backseat, and catch glimpses of street names from the passenger side window. I feel … Continue reading Once she emerges

A Writer

A writer is someoneWho in parallel universesPrisons fictional charactersCrafted from reality;They're criminals whoSpend hours scheming onHow to implode people'sPerfectly imperfect livesInto torturous fragments. Nothing is felt -No guilt as people are killed off,And no shame nor remorseAs the writer stands Holding white lilies,Head bowed in prayerAs others' hearts weep in sorrow,They're already plotting more misery. … Continue reading A Writer