She’s got a mean smile

She's got a mean smile,Hidden behind the angelic Façade people used toEncounter on first introductionsBut the mask has dropped nowAnd one is greeted withCalculated coldness Combined with distrust stemmingFrom cynicism that you'd beDifferent from everyone elseWho pledged to never bailOn her like that - Ouch. She's fearless now,Made to feel invincible As she knows she's … Continue reading She’s got a mean smile

Once she emerges

A/N Please be advised the following POV can be triggering. Sometimes everything seems to be getting better but then, out of nowhere, the sickening heavy feeling takes over my body. It feels like I'm trying to steer my life from the backseat, and catch glimpses of street names from the passenger side window. I feel … Continue reading Once she emerges

A Writer

A writer is someoneWho in parallel universesPrisons fictional charactersCrafted from reality;They're criminals whoSpend hours scheming onHow to implode people'sPerfectly imperfect livesInto torturous fragments. Nothing is felt -No guilt as people are killed off,And no shame nor remorseAs the writer stands Holding white lilies,Head bowed in prayerAs others' hearts weep in sorrow,They're already plotting more misery. … Continue reading A Writer

all the demons & angels keep shouting at me

and all the demonsand angelskeep shouting at me -i'm clingingto the edge of sanity,so tell me if the fall from gracewill be painless? nothing in hellscares meand no place in heavenentices meand existence doesn'ttempt me;society is tryingto resuscitate me whilstcrushing my insides. and all theseangels and demonsseem to leave meat the mercyof my own conscience;i … Continue reading all the demons & angels keep shouting at me

if i die young

if i die young,i want to be buriedknowing my heart feltall it couldand my dreamswere unleashed fromthe realms of myimagination;if i die youngi don't wantmy unspoken wordsto be regretsor have diednot sayingi love youto the oneswhom my heartbelongs to. if i die young,i want to haveexperienced liferather than havecoexisted with it;i want to havebeen happy … Continue reading if i die young