and i’ve decided

this poem was inspired by one of jeremy zucker's song called 'i'm not your fucking friend.' this song really spoke to me, as do most of his songs. in particular the line 'darling watch me disappear, ignorance is bliss i hear, i have always been sincere to you' stood out to me. whilst/before reading this …

feb 2020 – monthly wrapup

sup! welcome to my monthly wrap up post where i look back and reflect on the shenanigans of life! i would love to hear what you got up to in feb too so do stop by in the comments! moments i'm proud of: attending my college classes and preparing well for my audit exam being …

it was my win

my insides go all funny when i allow myself to think back on all the unwelcomed changes over my lifetime. my stomach gets all butterfly-like, and someplace in my chest freezes up whilst my mind is numb to it all. it's ironic how my emotions are no longer fazed by the memories. no more strains …

the small joys tag

ello *throws confetti in the air*   today i'm going to be doing a really adorable tag which the amazing Jasmin has tagged me in. her blog is full of life, contains beautiful photographs and quirky posts so be sure to check it out!   the rules: Thank the blogger who tagged you! List 15 …

something i can’t forget

i want to run away from Something that i can't forget; i want to know what it's like to not be a prisoner of your memories. i want to live in the now and not have the past waltzing into the present; i don't know what it's like to not want to erase your timeline …

i don’t want to see another new face

i don't want to be in someone else's embrace and wonder if this is the last time that they'll hold me; i don't want to deep talk about life with them whilst watching the world blur on by and think to myself perhaps this is the last time i'd experience such an evoking conversation. i …

doodles (1)

inspired to doodle again by a certain girl in croatia 🥰

before i went

warning: this post can be triggering so please don't read if you're going through a tough time; the post covers the theme of suicide. if you think this post is suitable for you to read, please play/listen to 'before you go' by lewis capaldi before reading. it really sets the mood; let the lyrics and …

jan 2020 – monthly wrapup

ello :)welcome to my first monthly wrap up of jan 2020 where i look back and reflect on all things good. i'd love to hear what you got up to in jan too so pop by in the comment - promise i don't bite!moments i'm proud of:i got my exam result for an accounting paper; …

somebody real

before I fall, catch me quick, watch me stumble and lend me a hand amidst the dark but if your need to stay is governed by pity i ask you to Leave. don’t look back, don't offer me an olive branch and tell me you got me when all i’m looking for is a little …