The Day you killed us Both

Growing up with youBut without you Made me learn the wayPeople con and commit Emotional fraud. You were never there,You never knew me,Or cared enough to Protect me. Instead you betrayed meIn the worst way possible;You taught me that the Wicked hide amongst usIn this world,That no one can beTrusted. I can't sayThat I miss …

To not care

To not care is one of the deadliest traits to possess. It is at this moment we become invincible, welding a dangerous dagger that's ready to slice anyone - including ourself. The ones that don't care tango with extreme highs and lows; we knock at death's door without knowing it because we've forgotten what it's …

Or so the story goes

New Year, New Me,Or so the story goes;I'm tired of waiting for the Perfect moment to Erase the slate and startAfresh. I'm meandering aimlessly,Wasting moments of livingBy just existing in some bleakMindset where I'm craving toReinvent myself.I scam myself of progress,I steal time away from self-growthAnd sabotage the presentWith alluring thoughts of Future me holding …

She’s got a mean smile

She's got a mean smile,Hidden behind the angelic Façade people used toEncounter on first introductionsBut the mask has dropped nowAnd one is greeted withCalculated coldness Combined with distrust stemmingFrom cynicism that you'd beDifferent from everyone elseWho pledged to never bailOn her like that - Ouch. She's fearless now,Made to feel invincible As she knows she's …

Once she emerges

A/N Please be advised the following POV can be triggering. Sometimes everything seems to be getting better but then, out of nowhere, the sickening heavy feeling takes over my body. It feels like I'm trying to steer my life from the backseat, and catch glimpses of street names from the passenger side window. I feel …

How bad is it?

How bad is it?The way you have Dug your grave prematurelyAnd buried yourself withPosies of lilies and red rosesTo remind yourself of The purity and love youOnce held in your mind.How deep are your wounds?How often do you let them bleed?Do you rub salt in themTo relive the agonyOr do you deny yourselfOf healing because …

Let me See

Let me seeHow your lover makesYou feel at easeWith the grief and sorrowsYou carry on your shoulders;Show me the exhilaratingFreedom you find inWhat used to be a shameful part Of your existenceWith your lover's Take on your life experiences. Demonstrate the purenessThat lives in your heartAnd the comfort in your soulAs the future that dawnsNo …

How did This happen

And before I know itThe winter cold is here,And the wildlife areCrying to be kept aliveAs harsh winds, and sombre skiesTake over.That's another year I let pine awayWhilst I let myself drown in The clutches of my despairThat competes with the Tranquillity and pride That comes with the Smug self-satisfaction of Making yourself the Master …

Tell me where it hurts

Tell me where it hurtsThe Doctor asked and I had no idea how to comprehendAnd explain the injuries I have sustained from yearsOf observing and growing upIn a world where freedom and oppression coexist.I had to idea on how To express the misery I felt acknowledging That caste, wealth, colour, race, gender, faithStill influenced how …

A Writer

A writer is someoneWho in parallel universesPrisons fictional charactersCrafted from reality;They're criminals whoSpend hours scheming onHow to implode people'sPerfectly imperfect livesInto torturous fragments. Nothing is felt -No guilt as people are killed off,And no shame nor remorseAs the writer stands Holding white lilies,Head bowed in prayerAs others' hearts weep in sorrow,They're already plotting more misery. …