She’s got a mean smile

She's got a mean smile,Hidden behind the angelic Façade people used toEncounter on first introductionsBut the mask has dropped nowAnd one is greeted withCalculated coldness Combined with distrust stemmingFrom cynicism that you'd beDifferent from everyone elseWho pledged to never bailOn her like that - Ouch. She's fearless now,Made to feel invincible As she knows she's …

Once she emerges

A/N Please be advised the following POV can be triggering. Sometimes everything seems to be getting better but then, out of nowhere, the sickening heavy feeling takes over my body. It feels like I'm trying to steer my life from the backseat, and catch glimpses of street names from the passenger side window. I feel …

How bad is it?

How bad is it?The way you have Dug your grave prematurelyAnd buried yourself withPosies of lilies and red rosesTo remind yourself of The purity and love youOnce held in your mind.How deep are your wounds?How often do you let them bleed?Do you rub salt in themTo relive the agonyOr do you deny yourselfOf healing because …

Let me See

Let me seeHow your lover makesYou feel at easeWith the grief and sorrowsYou carry on your shoulders;Show me the exhilaratingFreedom you find inWhat used to be a shameful part Of your existenceWith your lover's Take on your life experiences. Demonstrate the purenessThat lives in your heartAnd the comfort in your soulAs the future that dawnsNo …

How did This happen

And before I know itThe winter cold is here,And the wildlife areCrying to be kept aliveAs harsh winds, and sombre skiesTake over.That's another year I let pine awayWhilst I let myself drown in The clutches of my despairThat competes with the Tranquillity and pride That comes with the Smug self-satisfaction of Making yourself the Master …

Tell me where it hurts

Tell me where it hurtsThe Doctor asked and I had no idea how to comprehendAnd explain the injuries I have sustained from yearsOf observing and growing upIn a world where freedom and oppression coexist.I had to idea on how To express the misery I felt acknowledging That caste, wealth, colour, race, gender, faithStill influenced how …

A Writer

A writer is someoneWho in parallel universesPrisons fictional charactersCrafted from reality;They're criminals whoSpend hours scheming onHow to implode people'sPerfectly imperfect livesInto torturous fragments. Nothing is felt -No guilt as people are killed off,And no shame nor remorseAs the writer stands Holding white lilies,Head bowed in prayerAs others' hearts weep in sorrow,They're already plotting more misery. …

Reflecting on my Blogging Journey in 2020

Hellooo!How are you all doing? Wishing you all a very happy new year, and sending you lots of love and good vibes! Today's post is going to involve some graphs and stats, and a look back on my blogging journey. Ever since my blog, and interaction levels began to grow, I've been curious to analysis …

i met a superhero

inspired by lauv's song superhero. please listen in the background whilst reading. would love to hear your thoughts ❤ sometimes people come into your lifeand make the shades of colouryou see so much prettier and enticing than it used to be;all of a sudden the comfort you find in chaosno longer seems appealing,and the long …

all the demons & angels keep shouting at me

and all the demonsand angelskeep shouting at me -i'm clingingto the edge of sanity,so tell me if the fall from gracewill be painless? nothing in hellscares meand no place in heavenentices meand existence doesn'ttempt me;society is tryingto resuscitate me whilstcrushing my insides. and all theseangels and demonsseem to leave meat the mercyof my own conscience;i …