To not care

To not care is one of the deadliest traits to possess. It is at this moment we become invincible, welding a dangerous dagger that's ready to slice anyone - including ourself. The ones that don't care tango with extreme highs and lows; we knock at death's door without knowing it because we've forgotten what it's …

Once she emerges

A/N Please be advised the following POV can be triggering. Sometimes everything seems to be getting better but then, out of nowhere, the sickening heavy feeling takes over my body. It feels like I'm trying to steer my life from the backseat, and catch glimpses of street names from the passenger side window. I feel …

before i went

warning: this post can be triggering so please don't read if you're going through a tough time; the post covers the theme of suicide. if you think this post is suitable for you to read, please play/listen to 'before you go' by lewis capaldi before reading. it really sets the mood; let the lyrics and …