How did This happen

And before I know itThe winter cold is here,And the wildlife areCrying to be kept aliveAs harsh winds, and sombre skiesTake over.That's another year I let pine awayWhilst I let myself drown in The clutches of my despairThat competes with the Tranquillity and pride That comes with the Smug self-satisfaction of Making yourself the Master …

Being Love’s Prey

If you wanted to see me, you could’ve just said so. But tell me, how does one ask to see another, knowing in their heart, the other would rather not be there at all? When you are here, it feels like I have something to fear. Why would I fear the person I love? It …

my grudge against the media

disclaimer - when making negative points/criticising, i'm addressing the minority and am well aware the majority are angels! i think it's unjust how parts of the media pick and select who deserves their compassion, and who can fight to retain their human rights without the outside world's support. the media is an outlet for providing …

the thing about life

life is too unpredictable to be complacent, and too beautiful to have to waste time burying regrets. we often wander around wearing masks that cloak our personalities, and speak in tongues that betray our authentic opinions. we settle for less because we want to please strangers and acquaintances, and cater to the envy, spite, gas-lighting …

one, two, three

hi all x today's post is inspired by clara from midnight mind. she takes the most beautiful photographs and has such amusing, deep, quirky posts. if you would like to read the original post that has inspired today's post, please read it here. my heart feels warms seeing and responding to the incoming notifications from …

and only then

you don't knowthat you've beenbetrayeduntil you feelshards of glassinside your thoughtsand you beginto make yourselfat homewith the sinkingmotioninside your heart thatrefuses to cease. it's when yourmindcan finally replay thosebroken memorieson a loopwithout tastingheartache or sadnessbut more ofan anguished sorrownessthat they drew thedagger on youand thatyou let them stabyou. because that's thesad part ofbetrayal - we …

i am not the sinner

i am not the sinner yet i am made to feel as if even baptism won't cleanse my tainted soul or save me from hell. i do not pray to the gods for i do not seek redemption from the crimes of others; neither do i banish the demons that seem to live within me …

a fantasy that cannot exist

she adds another book to the shelf, and tries to erase the name off the spine - it's a chapter no one needs to relive yet the pages keep turning, keep writing themselves as she failed to end the novella with a fullstop and in doing so she committed herself to writing the sequels she …

lost forever

soundtrack: find what you're looking for - olivia o'brien please listen to the song in the background whilst reading the following this one's dedicated to all of you who have walked away from people with devastation in your heart. this one's dedicated to those of you who let someone go without realising what you were …

my love, it seems

my love, it seems, is never good enough for the people i want to keep. they like to drain my heart and soak in its warmth till they've quenched their thirst and then leave in the most heartbreaking ways ever. people like to take my emotions into their hands and mould it into agony and …